Just Another Day

Some days are harder than others and today wasn’t so good. I am one of the most positive people I know, but sometimes reality comes crashing in no matter how hard I try to keep it out. I have been sitting in this 8’ x 38’ trailer for the last six years and unlike husband I am neither physically nor mentally disabled. The fact that I am not completely insane is amazing; at least it seems that way today. Being poor is one thing but sitting here knowing my earning potential while also knowing I only have $409 for the month is enough to bother even the strongest person.; at least that’s how it feels today. I am so tired of begging.